drowning
being hit by an oncoming truck swerving out of its lane
failing
my son dying
my dad dying
giving everything i've got and still failing
death
giving everything i've got and failing people who i love and respect
the things i do that aren't who i want to be
jesus
the way i act when i'm on the phone with my bank's automated system with speech recognition
being misunderstood
loving people too little
being loved too much
knives
the sound my back makes sometimes
how much i care about appearances
being sappy
alcoholism
writing this list
confrontation
not facing what im scared of
what are you scared of?